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"The Refrain"

A look, a glance,
It’s nothing more. (is it?)
The wish to revel in this chance,
But would he look at me askance?
I long to feel rapport. (will I admit?)

Am I alone here?
A look—a glance (do I cry?)
Simple action, precise, sincere,
Or is it more harsh, austere?
A grasp at Romance… (who am I)

Thought i would use this as a sort of holding place for any sort of poems i might write. well, i'm still with carson, over 2 years now, i have never managed to keep this journal up to date, doubt that i ever will, but it will do just fine for storage, and if anyone happens upon it, they are welcome to read, haha.

well fans, today i played pikmin for a few hours XD that game is fun. haha, then my man carson came by and picked me up in his chick-mobile. ^_~ then.. i played videogames, haha World of Warcraft is so much fun. omg, though, my group for the deadmines was freakin stupid. they wiped like 3 times, and nobody pulled aggro off of me, the healer! gah. anywho, i still didn't get the staff drop that i wanted, but meh. i have candy! and now i am home, and i just read the silly immature comment that a used-to-be friend wrote on drew's journal :'D haha, makes me laugh.

anywho, until next time cats and kittens!

Well fans, i have never really used this, but i might now.. i mean it's a lot more private than myspace or xange because hardly anyone reads this XD. lol, well, carson and i have been together for almost a year now, wowsers. well, Drew, matt, james, carson and i went to carson's house last night, oh man that was hella fun, we played hide and go seek, and videogames, and more videogames, and had a really nice talk between friends, ya kno, bonding time and all that :D i think i'm gonna re-vamp my Livejournal, it's all old school candice, and now it's time for new time cool. *dances to the scatman* i rock.

-laters cats and kittens.

life is good, i have an xbox. i am so a jedi. :D drama banquet yesterday, that was kinda fun, i got most promising sophmore, and nominated for best actress, talked to my friends for a while, and i am now an official thespian! that means actor.

i love all the intelligent conversations i have in OC chat XD

[12:11] [pathos]man, chat lag makes things sound feahk- hey.
[12:11] *** Taiyoukai has quit chat. (User lost connection)
[12:11] [fadedbluejeans] freaaa-kay, dude.
[12:12] [Siferra03] :o
[12:12] [fadedbluejeans] freaky like a giant pistachio dating a shrunken elephant :o
[12:13] [LaurieSuncat] If the pistachio is big enough, the elephant could be normal sized
[12:13] [Siferra03] :o
[12:13] [pathos]XD awesome one fade.
[12:13] [fadedbluejeans] Perhaps. But what if the elephant wants to feel protected?
[12:14] [LaurieSuncat] Then the pistachio is going to have to be *really* big?
[12:14] [fadedbluejeans] Aha, true. Shall we enlarge the giant pistachio?
[12:14] [fadedbluejeans] And make it an uber-pistachio?
[12:14] [LaurieSuncat] Sounds like a plan to me
[12:14] [fadedbluejeans] Gotcha.
[12:14] [pathos]XD uber-pistachio
[12:15] * Siferra03 is scared...
[12:15] [fadedbluejeans] :o wiat
[12:15] [fadedbluejeans] but the elephant would eat the pistachio
[12:15] [fadedbluejeans] it would be an abusive relationship
[12:16] [LaurieSuncat] If the pistachio is that big, I don't think the elephant could
[12:16] [LaurieSuncat] And uber-pistachios are quick enough to avoid getting grabbed by elephant trunks
[12:16] [fadedbluejeans] XD it could nibble
[12:16] [pathos]:O make it one of those pistachios that don't have the crack, so you can never get them open
[12:16] [fadedbluejeans] :o those are evil, pathos
[12:17] [LaurieSuncat] That's why it has to avoid getting grabbed by the trunk
[12:17] [pathos]yea XD 'specially when it's the last pistachio T_T
[12:17] [fadedbluejeans] It needs Air Jordans, man.

this happened in OC chat just now :'D it is beautiful

[00:52] [Jeff C] What's a good name for a cat? my friend is getting a cat tommorow :P
[00:52] [palatinus feallan] ª
[00:52] [palatinus feallan] kitty
[00:52] [Pathos] cat... name is lucifer :O
[00:52] [Zenia] do you know what color it is?
[00:52] [Pathos] XD
[00:52] [Pathos] then you can tell them to clean up the mess lucifer made on the carpet :'D
[00:53] [Jeff C] lol
[00:53] [Pathos] :'D it is the perfect plan.
[00:53] [Jeff C] My first suggestion was Deathlord.. but his mom didn't like it..
[00:53] [palatinus feallan] you can say Lucifer lives here
[00:53] [palatinus feallan] and have Lucifers Litter box
[00:53] [Jeff C] It's black
[00:54] [Pathos] i'm gonna get a cat and name it satan, or lucifer. then get another one and name it god :'D
[00:54] [Jeff C] I think Black Sabbath would be funny..
[00:55] [Pathos] i hope they will have great clashing fights
[00:55] [Jeff C] I think they will team up and kill us all.

:O we rock. fear us.